Mary Is Not A Horror. She Is Not Cool Enough

Hmm I don’t know how to start to say this but here I go, I broke up with my boyfriend so you’ll guess what that means, and in fact I don’t feel bad at all which is pretty weird. I don’t want to get into details but definitely it wasn’t a good relationship, firstly because he is almost 7 years older than me and you know what a boy of that age expects of a relationship, and I’m not ready for that. Anyways when I told to my mom she was like “Hate to say I told you so” although she didn’t get mad or something and in those five days I lived with him I realized something: I’m a kid! Lol. It can sound ridiculous but it isn’t, I’m not mature enough to such a serious relationship. I want to be free to go to the mall with my friends and eat until we feel dizzy (I have done it twice) xD or have a crush on a boy who probably I won’t ever date with *cough* Coffin Joe *cough* lol and write silly fanfics about it. That’s what I want, and when I told him he got so mad at me, he said I was acting like a child and crap like that and I have to admit he was right but that’s how I want to be! I want a boyfriend to only holding hands and well…you imagine the rest. Actually there’s a boy in my class but he is so weird lol and he likes me but right now it’s too soon. I made a mistake and I feel kinda down. Do you think I’m nuts? I think I am and I don’t find a problem with that and my friend Sindy, here next to me, thinks the same but she is so the same xD
I really missed my bedroom all this time and my posters, see Coffin Joe and Joshua Third every morning in my wall is such a great feeling xD and Ryan Ross too, I have a really nice poster of his face lol and also the rest of my guys such as Brendon Urie, Paul Banks, Daniel Kessler, Mikey Way, Frank Iero and many many more lol
I prefer to focus on my homeworks, university, my family and my friends. Thanks to all of you for wished me luck but I think it wasn’t about luck, it was about me and how mature I am and if you get to know me you’d notice I’m not mature at all.
Right now I’m listening to “Pretty.Odd” I’m so obsess with that album! I have listened it with non stop like for 5 days! One of my favorite albums so far and by one of my fav bands ever! You’re lucky if you got the Deluxe Edition, I didn’t and it sucks but I’ll try to buy it online, that if my mom lets me.
Only 5 more days to see My Chemical Romance and 18 more days to Coachella and The Horrors!!! Whoo! lol Yeah, now I’m only going with my best friend Rosy, my cousin and my cousin’s girlfriend (Eww I don’t like her but there’s nothing I can do, plus I have to stand her in both festivals =/). My brother is going to lend me his camera so surely I’ll be posting tons of pictures and a journal about that wonderful experience :D
There is bad news, I failed my admission exam to university *sigh* I didn’t care that much, actually I didn’t want to pass but my dad feels disappointed and that hurts me. But I have another chance, because I’m going to do another exam at the end of this month and if I fail that one too (let’s hope no) I’m going to a private school which is not bad at all and I think it’s way better for the career I want. Oh and yesterday I broke my wrist, it was so painful! I have broken my arm before so I’m kinda use to it and it happened because of a dumb girl. Ahhh! It’s taking me forever to type this journal xD
After saying all this, I found something interesting to post every Monday, hmm wait…may not so interesting but anyways lol…a top ten of my favorite songs of the week! That means the ones I listened to the most in the week. I stole part of this idea from Regina (yeah, sorry but it was a good one ^-^) so let me start with this:

1. -Uno, Dos, Tres by Motel (16 times)
     This was unexpected for me lol, I didn’t think I listened to this song so many times xD They are a really good mexican band and for some reason I used to hate them =/

2.- Draw Japan by The Horrors (14 times)
     This is my second favorite song by them so no surprise ^_^

 3.- Kicking Kay by The Horrors (14 times)
       And this is totally my favorite song by them! Very catchy hehe

4.- Gangsta by N.W.A. (12 times)
      I love this song a lot! If you got to see that video of Coffin Joe dancing well that’s the song he is dancing! lol Everytime I start to listen to this song I remember Joe’s silly face xD

5.- Reflection by Christina Aguilera (12 times)
      A beautiful song even though it’s kinda old. It’s form Mulan’s soundtrack    

6.- Whoo! Alright Yeah…Uh Huh by The Rapture (12 times)
     They are amazing! And this song it’s completely great! Definitely you have to listen it.

7.- Give ‘em Hell Kid by My Chemical Romance (10 times)
     I loved this song since the very first time ;D

8.- Love’s Not A Competition by Kaiser Chiefs (10 times)
     The chorus of this song it’s very awesome, I love it!

9.- Dance, Dance by Fall Out Boy (8 times)
      I’m sure all of you know this song and you’ll be agree it’s amazing!

10.- Black Mirror by Arcade Fire (8 times)
       I have no words to express how I feel about this song, but I can say it’s one of the best songs I have listened to in my whole life!

Now that’s it. Have a nice day!!! xx