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]]> boredom me new account Buzznet bdenstrophywife 2008-04-17T19:39:00Z <![CDATA[Pieces Of The People We Love]]> http://bdenstrophywife.buzznet.com/user/journal/2151991/ I really missed my bedroom all this time and my posters, see Coffin Joe and Joshua Third every morning in my wall is such a great feeling xD and Ryan Ross too, I have a really nice poster of his face lol and also the rest of my guys such as Brendon Urie, Paul Banks, Daniel Kessler, Mikey Way, Frank Iero and many many more lol
I prefer to focus on my homeworks, university, my family and my friends. Thanks to all of you for wished me luck but I think it wasn’t about luck, it was about me and how mature I am and if you get to know me you’d notice I’m not mature at all.
Right now I’m listening to “Pretty.Odd” I’m so obsess with that album! I have listened it with non stop like for 5 days! One of my favorite albums so far and by one of my fav bands ever! You’re lucky if you got the Deluxe Edition, I didn’t and it sucks but I’ll try to buy it online, that if my mom lets me.
Only 5 more days to see My Chemical Romance and 18 more days to Coachella and The Horrors!!! Whoo! lol Yeah, now I’m only going with my best friend Rosy, my cousin and my cousin’s girlfriend (Eww I don’t like her but there’s nothing I can do, plus I have to stand her in both festivals =/). My brother is going to lend me his camera so surely I’ll be posting tons of pictures and a journal about that wonderful experience :D
There is bad news, I failed my admission exam to university *sigh* I didn’t care that much, actually I didn’t want to pass but my dad feels disappointed and that hurts me. But I have another chance, because I’m going to do another exam at the end of this month and if I fail that one too (let’s hope no) I’m going to a private school which is not bad at all and I think it’s way better for the career I want. Oh and yesterday I broke my wrist, it was so painful! I have broken my arm before so I’m kinda use to it and it happened because of a dumb girl. Ahhh! It’s taking me forever to type this journal xD
After saying all this, I found something interesting to post every Monday, hmm wait…may not so interesting but anyways lol…a top ten of my favorite songs of the week! That means the ones I listened to the most in the week. I stole part of this idea from Regina (yeah, sorry but it was a good one ^-^) so let me start with this:

1. -Uno, Dos, Tres by Motel (16 times)
     This was unexpected for me lol, I didn’t think I listened to this song so many times xD They are a really good mexican band and for some reason I used to hate them =/

2.- Draw Japan by The Horrors (14 times)
     This is my second favorite song by them so no surprise ^_^

 3.- Kicking Kay by The Horrors (14 times)
       And this is totally my favorite song by them! Very catchy hehe

4.- Gangsta by N.W.A. (12 times)
      I love this song a lot! If you got to see that video of Coffin Joe dancing well that’s the song he is dancing! lol Everytime I start to listen to this song I remember Joe’s silly face xD

5.- Reflection by Christina Aguilera (12 times)
      A beautiful song even though it’s kinda old. It’s form Mulan’s soundtrack    

6.- Whoo! Alright Yeah…Uh Huh by The Rapture (12 times)
     They are amazing! And this song it’s completely great! Definitely you have to listen it.

7.- Give ‘em Hell Kid by My Chemical Romance (10 times)
     I loved this song since the very first time ;D

8.- Love’s Not A Competition by Kaiser Chiefs (10 times)
     The chorus of this song it’s very awesome, I love it!

9.- Dance, Dance by Fall Out Boy (8 times)
      I’m sure all of you know this song and you’ll be agree it’s amazing!

10.- Black Mirror by Arcade Fire (8 times)
       I have no words to express how I feel about this song, but I can say it’s one of the best songs I have listened to in my whole life!

Now that’s it. Have a nice day!!! xx]]> bad luck life music Buzznet bdenstrophywife 2008-04-07T17:45:00Z <![CDATA[I can't get no satisfaction]]> http://bdenstrophywife.buzznet.com/user/journal/2112091/ Sorry for the title I was listening to the Rolling Stones xD.

It has been a long while since the last time I posted a journal about how I’m feeling and I thought this was the right time to do it lol. Well I should start with my biggest new of the moment, I’m not living with my parents anymore, I moved to my boyfriend’s place this past Sunday and I’m really happy even though it was a difficult moment for my mom because she says 18 years it’s not a good age to do that. Anyways I hope don’t regret it so wish me luck. I’m telling you this because it would explain the lack of time to get on here. Oh and I finally found a job! Yeah I’m intern in one of my favorite music magazines! :D I only have to check e-mails and stuff like that but it’s definitely a good start.

Changing drastically the subject, I’m going to Coachella!!! California, here I go! hehe. Obviously I’m totally excited! Especially to see The Horrors for the second time! and may have the chance to meet them ;D That would make my entire year lol.

This would be my first international music festival but I’m going to a small one as well, in 2 weeks and some of the bands I can’t wait to see are My Chemical Romance, The Mars Volta, the Smashing Pumpkins and My Morning Jacket. I’m sure it’s gonna be great! mostly because my boyfriend it’s collaborating with one of the bands in the lined up ^_^

I think that’s pretty much it lol. Have a nice day xx

]]> Buzznet bdenstrophywife 2008-04-02T12:57:00Z <![CDATA[My Garden Is Made Of Stone Chapter 3]]> http://bdenstrophywife.buzznet.com/user/journal/2017871/ Of heard someone was knocking at the door, Hollie felt a pang. What should she say? How should she act?
While she was running downstairs she asked herself what Harry would do in a situation like this. Surely she would speak with harsh voice, the one she learnt to imitate watching Demi Moore’s films and she would stand very close to the boy. *But I’m not Harry - she thought -, if I do something similar I’d feel like an idiot*
Hollie had a deep breath and opened the door.
In the porch was her friend, perfectly make up and with infinity of little brunette braids oh her head. Harry took her sunglasses off and smiled at Hollie.

- How do I look? - she said shaking her head
- Great! - Hollie exclaimed
- Then why you have such a sad face?
- I was hoping that someone else was knocking at the door - she admitted
- I see - Harry nodded at the time she turned to see the next house - I know who were you thinking
- Come in - Hollie invited her with a smile
- You are very lucky to be his neighbor
- Are you sure? - Hollie asked while they were making their way to the kitchen - I have seen him 5 times and we never get to cross more than 6 words

*I haven’t done many advances with him - she thought - ‘till now the only thing I know is his name: Joshua. Joshua Hayward*

Hollie took an ice cream’s pot Häagen Dazs out of the fridge and grabbed 2 spoons

- You have read my mind - Harry said when she saw her friend with the ice cream. Crossed the kitchen towards the window above the kitchen sink and looked right to Joshua’s house
- He is gonna think I’m spying him again - Hollie complained at the time she got close to her friend with the ice cream’s pot in the hand
- And it isn’t true? - Harry asked with  provocative voice

Both stared at Joshua’s house while they were eating the ice cream

- Guess what Joe has told me - Harry whispered
- Why are you whispering? - Hollie replied doing the same
- I don’t know - her friend admitted between laughs -. It seems Joshua is going to play in the football team. Joe does think that with him the Tigers can win the championship

They stared at Joshua’s house again. This time in silence.

- Hi Harry, I’m glad to see you!

Hollie startled. She turned back and saw her mother standing in the middle of the kitchen.
- Hi Mrs. Warren! How are you? - Harry said

Hollie’s mother grabbed the teapot, fill it with water and put it on the stove without stop looking at the girls

- You are looking so pretty - She commented - Is there any party and I haven’t known?

Both started to laugh

- No way! There’s no party - her daughter replied at the time she turned to Harry. She was dressed up with a new satin dress, that surely she had bought to catch Joshua’s eye.

- It’s a secret between you, right? - Mrs. Warren asked with a smile

Hollie nodded. Her mother was very respectful and didn’t demand to know everything that she did or does.

- What are you going to do today? - Hollie asked to her mother
- Me? - Mrs. Warren said surprise by the question - Well I don’t know, the same as always I guess

Hollie knew what that meant. She would stay at home, alone. Hollie felt a pain it was familiar. She really wanted her mother to find a friend. She hasn’t date with anyone since her father died. *With the pretty she is* Hollie thought.
Mrs. Warren stayed a while chatting with the girls, then she took her tea and went to the living room.

- Southend’s girls spend all day talking about Joshua - Harry commented while they back to seat in front of the window -. It seems all of us want to know who he wants to date with

Hollie heard a noise coming from the stairs and after some minutes appeared from the kitchen’s door her sister Rosie.

- Oh hi - she said a bit surprise by Harry’s presence
- Hi Rosie! - Hollie did greet - Come in

The girl made her way to the kitchen sink, took a glass and fill it with water. Hollie realized that Harry didn’t bother to greeting her sister and made a sign in order to the girl do it.

- Hi Rosie - Harry said

An uncomfortable silence overwhelm the kitchen while Rosie was drinking water

- What’s up? - Rosie finally asked
- Hey, I almost forgot! - Harry said turning back to Hollie - Do you know who I have found this morning in the gym? I don’t think you ever guess, to Faris Badwan

Hollie looked at her sister, that seemed to be uncomfortable with the conversation, and thought Rosie hadn’t the fault Harry started to talk about Faris.

- Oh, really? - Hollie commented pretending not to be interested and wishing her friend didn’t keep talking about this boy.
- Now he is going to Central Saint Martins Collage of Art and Design - Harry carried on with the conversation - You should see how he does talk about you. I’m convince he stills in love with you.

Last year Rosie had been in love with Faris, but she never told him and one day he asked Hollie out, what made her angry.

- Have I said something wrong? - Harry asked looking at both sisters
- Hollie does feel uncomfortable because she stole me Faris - Rosie explained kind of tense
- That is not true! - Hollie protested. She knew it wasn’t right to keep with the subject but it was so hard - I didn’t steal him. I found him shopping a few times and he asked me out. What you want me to do?
- You didn’t care about him at all. You just… - she interrupted herself. She took her glasses off and rubbed her eyes - We better drop the subject, okay?
- Yes - Hollie nodded with a feeling of relief

There was a long and uncomfortable silence

- Well Rosie - Harry finally said - What do you think about your new neighbor?

The girl blushed
Hollie felt sorry for her sister. She made her feel guilty about Faris but then she show herself so shy with guys, she even felt ashamed to talk about them!
And the clothes she wear, How does she pretend guys will look at her if she always dressed up with those awful maroon jackets and those big jeans? It gives the sensation she was afraid to be attractive.

- Joshua is very cute - Rosie admitted
- Rosie is in the English class with our new neighbor - Hollie informed to her friend
- You are going to the same class with him? Lucky you! Then you see him everyday. How does he act? - Harry asked very interested

Rosie drank some water before answer

- He seems to be nice. I don’t know. He is very quiet, sort of shy.
- Well now I have to inform you girls I’m going to date with this guy
- Then you will have to date with him, me and the rest of the high school girls - Hollie sentenced and started to laugh out loud
- I think we are going after the same boy! - Harry exclaimed
Hollie realized her sister blushed again

- Fine - Hollie started tuning back to her friend -, Maybe we have to make some rules to keep our friendship safe and avoid misunderstandings since the beginning
- I’m agree. What rules?
- Rule number one. It doesn’t matter who ends dating him: you, me…or Rosie
- But what are you saying! - her sister complained - A guy like him would never look at me
- That’s not true - Hollie protested. That hated her sister down herself in suck way
- Yes it is - Rosie insisted with the view lost in the glass
- But you don’t even try! - Hollie said staring at her -. You can think this is stupid, but you would look much better if for example take care of your nails and see I’m not saying you have to wear polish nail, only fix them a little bit…
- Hollie, please…- Rosie warned
- Okay, I am sorry…- sighed and took back the conversation with Harry -. Like I was saying, it doesn’t matter who of us end dating him: you, me or Rosie - the girl insisted looking at her sister with cross-eyed and a smile, what made  Rosie laugh -. The fact is the other two must be happy for the winner. What do you think?
- There is no problem with me - Harry answered

Rosie didn’t bother to answer

- Rule number two - Hollie continued doing a “v” with her fingers -. We have to play fair; it isn’t allowed dirty tricks
- This is going to be an authentic competition! - Harry exclaimed clapping her hands
- Well - Rosie said -, I’m leaving to continue with my reading
- What are you reading? - Hollie asked, that didn’t want her sister thought she didn’t want her there
- “Pride & Prejudice” - she answered without looking at her sister and going right to the door
- I’ll be back. I’m going to the bathroom - Harry said leaving the kitchen behind Rosie. However,  she stopped for a second and turned to her friend -. Ah I almost forgot I have brought you something. I hope you like it.

Harry threw a small object to Hollie and she grabbed it. It was a new lipstick, “Espejismo Moca”.

- Thanks - she said

She took it. The color was brown, it even looked appetite. Hollie put some lipstick on her lips and then contemplated herself in the microwave. Suddenly, she had the sensation that someone was watching her and looked upon her shoulder.

- Harry?

There was no one. Then she looked through the window above the kitchen sink. There was Joshua, in his yard, watching her! He had a hoe in his hand, so Hollie supposed he would be planting something. She shyly smiled and waved at him, with the hope the boy would be interested on her.
Surprisingly, Joshua looked at her with an annoyance expression and then he raised the hoe upon his head and thrust it in the grass with all his strength.
Hollie couldn’t contain a scream

- What’s wrong with him? - she murmured in loud voice

Why was he acting in that way? 
Thanks people for your support to this story :D
]]> Buzznet bdenstrophywife 2008-03-18T18:19:00Z <![CDATA[My Garden Is Made Of Stone Chapter 2]]> http://bdenstrophywife.buzznet.com/user/journal/2010761/
- What happened? - Harry asked when her friend called again
- I’m sorry - she said. Closed her eyes, she was feeling a bit dizzy
- What is he doing?
- I don’t know. I think he realized I was spying him
- So what? Watching is not prohibited
- Wait - she looked through the window hiding behind the corner of it - He closed his curtain - Hollie said - That means he does know I was watching him
- So what? -
- How can you say “so what”?!  What I’m going to say when I meet him? *Hello I’m Hollie, the girl who was spying you the other day*  I’m sure he will be very impress

*Why did I have to do something like this? - Hollie thought - A cute boy moved to the next house and I screw it up*

- If he is so hot as you say, he must be use to the girls keep looking at him all the time - Harry replied
- Yes he is such a hottie - Hollie sentenced, thinking maybe that guy was the one she expect to meet this year. Her dreamy guy perhaps live next to her.

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Who does she think she is? How can she dear to spy me in my own bedroom? And dressed with that shirt and those tight jeans! Besides, her mouth was all cover of lip gloss. Is disgusting.
She was laughing like a hyena while she was talking on the phone. Of course she is pretty. Like a model, with that beautiful brunette wavy hair. Pretty girls know they are irresistible, and they love it!
That’s bad luck. I leave with my family from East London to live far from Mikyla Warr’s town. And what happens now? We install next to a girl just like her.
Well, I will have to keep my distance. I won’t let nothing bad happen. Nothing. What happened to Mikyla was…a horrible accident that cannot be repeat again. No.
I’m not going to get close to this girl. And this time…*He interrupted himself, his hands were shaking and he put them by his sides* This time everything will be okay. This time won’t happen any accident. There must not be another death.
This is a really short chapter but i hope you enjoy. Thanks to the people who is reading it :D
]]> Buzznet bdenstrophywife 2008-03-17T18:18:00Z <![CDATA[My Garden Is Made Of Stone Chapter 1]]> http://bdenstrophywife.buzznet.com/user/journal/2004661/
- I have already put make up on my lips - said to Elizabeth Webb, her best friend
- With the kiss of death?
- Yes
- How do you look? - Elizabeth asked
Hollie couldn’t stop smiling
- Great, right? I told you that color would perfectly match with your skin tone
Both start to laugh

The day before they went shopping and both bought 3 lip glosses each one. Elizabeth was insisting to Hollie to buy one called “The kiss of death”, because she was convinced it would amazingly fit with her brown wavy hair.
Hollie tried it and she was charm with it.
-Hey do you know what day is tomorrow? - asked while she was walking to her bedroom
- Monday? - Elizabeth joked
- Tomorrow we start school - Hollie answered, and laid on the bed
 
It sounded absurd, but she really wanted to start the curse.  Hollie was convinced this year would be great.

- Yeah I know - Elizabeth replied without any enthusiasm
- Wow I see you are so excited - Hollie realized. She took a bunch of magazines and put them on the floor to be more comfortable on bed
Elizabeth sighed
- What’s wrong? - Hollie asked
- Nothing
- Come on, tell me what’s going on

Both friends know each other too well and it was useless to one of them try to hide anything to the other. They had met at high school, the year when Hollie’s father died in a car accident, and her mother, her sister Rosie and she moved to the city of Southend, to a small house in the Brighton’s street.
The first day of school Hollie was left alone in the lunch time. She felt very sad because she had no one to talk to…she would never forget the moment when Elizabeth, that was running after a guy, hit up against her. *There are some things that never changed*, she thought. Both ended in the infirmary; she with a nose bleeding and Elizabeth with a huge bump in her forehead. Since then they became in two inseparable friends.

- Come on Elizabeth. Tell me what’s wrong with you - Hollie insisted at the time she put the phone in her other ear.
- First call me Harry, you know I don’t like my full name
- Okay, so? - Hollie repeated
- It seems I will never meet the right guy for me. Someone I really care about - Harry started to complain

*I understand her perfectly*, Hollie thought. She wanted to meet an interesting guy as well. A different one.

- I can tell you didn’t have a good time with Daniel last night - she said
- There’s no chemistry between us - Harry replied
- But he is a really sweet boy - Hollie insisted
- Yes, but he does kiss terrible
- How? Tell me!
- He has his lips too wet and let the mouth full of spits
Both started to shriek and Hollie kicked her bed thinking that must be disgusting.
- And then is Joe - Harry continued - He calls me like 100th times at day, I’m not exaggerating
- He is charming - Hollie said
- I know - Harry answered not very convince
- You are such a case. You never like the guys who go after you - Hollie reproach her
- Would you date with Joe? - Harry claimed

Hollie reflected. Joe was a pleasant company, she even like the bad jokes he used to tell. Yes, he was a good friend, but of course she couldn’t imagine him as a boyfriend.

- No - admitted - I guess no
- The half of the cute guys of Southend die to go out with me. But I don’t know, I find them so boring…- Harry lamented herself

Hollie rolled her eyes. Her friend loved to complain and boast at the same time. “The half of the cute guys?” Well if she says so…

- I am sure you will meet someone you like very soon - Hollie cheered her up
- And how’s it going with you? - Harry mocking her
- This year I’m going to find the perfect guy - she sentenced it
- In Southend’s high school? Good luck

Hollie thought she was done with her toe nails and now it was time to her finger nails. Looked around trying to find her favorite polish nail. Her bedroom looks a zoo like always. There was clothes, books, old dolls, letters and all kind of crappy things on the desk, the chair, the floor and the bed. *One of these days I have to clean my room*, she thought.

- Hey, and your new neighbors? Have you seen them yet? - Harry asked

Hollie looked through the window with the phone on her ear

- No, I have only seen a few men carrying some boxes and chairs. They must be so tired with this freaking sun.
- There is anyone worth it? - her friend asked
- Wow! Wait a minute - Hollie said - I see something
- To the neighbors?
- A clean blue minivan - informed - They are parking. Okay, now they’re opening the doors and those are mom and dad. They are very tall and interesting. And the son is…is…
- What? - Harry wanted to know
- That’s a hottie!
- Hollie! What’s going on? Are you going to tell me? - Harry yelled

Hollie looked through the window again to see this boy

- He must be of our age. Tall, kinda thin, brunette and messy hair.

She watched the face of the boy while he was talking with a man. Then he walked through the yard and got into the house.

- It’s over - Hollie announced - He got in but wow! He is very cute!
- Stop tricking me - her friend protested - He is a mess, right?
- You won’t believe it - Hollie whispered
- Why are you speaking so low? He is not going to hear you, he doesn’t have radars in his ears
- You won’t believe it - Hollie repeated - Guess where’s his bedroom!!
- It can’t be! - Harry shrieked
- Yes, right in front of mine! - exclaimed at the time she hide behind a wall to watch without being watch. She feel a bit guilty for being spying to his neighbor, but the curiosity was so strong…

- You still see him? - her friend asked
- Yes - answered. She saw how this boy took a box and put on the floor
- He’s taking off his shirt! - Hollie exclaimed and stop watching
- What else! - Harry said
- I can’t continue spying. I feel such a stalker
- But what are you saying?!? If he only took off his shirt, even your sister has seen a guy with a naked torso - her friend complained

Hollie spied through the window again.  Now his neighbor was sitting on the bed, taking out some clothes from the boxes.

- He has a muscular torso. He must do a lot of abdominals, and….

The boy got up from the bed and went to the window. He looked outside.
Have he seen her?
This is a story i'm writing for school, i don't think it is good enough but i'm posting anyways
]]> Buzznet bdenstrophywife 2008-03-16T17:40:00Z <![CDATA[I don't wanna be your friend, I just want to be your lover Chapter 7]]> http://bdenstrophywife.buzznet.com/user/journal/1996421/ Mary’s P.O.V.

It has been a month since I met Joe, everything happened too fast I guess. Dealing with Ryan it’s not easy but I can’t give him a second chance, not after what he did to me. I’m very happy with Joe…he makes me happy. There are now a lot of new couples in my group of friends; Brendon and Valery, Ana and Jon and last but not least Elena and Joshua. I could say everything’s perfect…almost…

Ryan: Mary please!
Me: No, leave alone!
Ryan: Why you have to do this so fucking difficult?!?
Me: Look Ryan I’m so tired of telling you we won’t ever date again, why can’t you understand?
Ryan: Because I love you
Me: No you don’t love me, you are just being selfish
Ryan: How can I proof you my love?
Me: Let me go…

It was weird to see him, there, sad and about to drop some tears. Nothing crossed my mind actually, I didn’t want to hurt his feelings.

Me: Are you okay?
Ryan: *sigh* Yes…I…gotta go

+Lunch time+

Valery: I’m sorry to say this but I think you were kind of mean with him
Me: I know, I couldn’t help it. Shall I apologize?
Valery: Yeah you should
Elena: In my opinion you shouldn’t
Me: Why’s that?
Elena: Because I’m sure he will forget it, trust me. Guys can so dramatic sometimes, just like us.
Me: You don’t know Ryan, he is not that type of guy
Valery: Well…he’s very dramatic and strange
Me: *laughs* Strange?
Valery: C’mon like you didn’t notice it
Me: Honestly no, I think he is very sweet
Elena: Yeah he’s sweet but Val is right, he can be so strange times to times
Me: Let’s drop the subject ok?
Valery: Fine

I wasn’t sure of what to do, my mind was such a mess. I saw Joe, he was getting close to the place we were. He touched my shoulder.

Joe: *smile* Good morning ladies
Valery: Hey! we were talking about you
Joe: Was it something bad?
Me: Nothing can bad when we talk about you
Valery: Don’t be so naïve!
Elena: Haha Val you consider all of us naïve!  
Valery: Liar!
Joe: Hmm no, actually you do but that’s not what I came to say. Can I steal this pretty girl for one minute?
Valery: I don’t see any pretty girl ’round here, you Elena?
Elena: Absolutely no
Me: *laughs* Although you are insulting yourselves I’ll be back in a second
Valery: Yeah take your time

We were holding hands just like we used to do all the time, I could see a worry look in his eyes.

Me: What’s going on?
Joe: Why are you asking? Do I look so bad?
Me: No you don’t but I know you. It’s like saying I don’t know how to open a door, that’s the well I know you…*lol* Okay that was an stupid analogy but it’s true.
Joe: Hehe I’m glad you know me so well
Me: So?…
Joe: We got signed
Me: That’s fantastic!!! Aren’t you happy?
Joe: Yeah I am. There’s one problem
Me: What it is?
Joe: The recording is in England and it does start in a month
Me: I don’t see the problem, it won’t last forever besides we get vacations in a month
Joe: Really? I didn’t know that but the problem stills
Me: Hehe now what?
Joe: You wont’ be there
Me: Oh…

He was right, mom never would let go to England not even saying I was going with my boyfriend. There must be someway to get the permission.

Me: Hmm just let me think on something, okay?
Joe: Sure and better be fast and good
Me: My mind works in an unbelievable speed!
Joe: *giggles* I know
Me: Please don’t ever laugh like that again hehe
Joe: I’ll try anyways I have to go.
Me: Me too. Call me?
Joe: Never doubt. Bye
Me: Bye

Elena’s P.O.V.

Mary: I have some bad news
Valery: What?
Mary: Well not for you Val haha
Me: Then for me?
Mary: Uh huh but maybe you already know
Me: What?!?
Mary: Joshua is leaving in a month, well not really leaving but he will go to England with the rest of the guys

She took me by surprise because Joshua didn’t tell me a thing about it! I was getting mad at him with no apparent reason, maybe he didn’t even know.

Valery: Wow why’s that?
Mary: Because they got signed and the recording is in England
Me: Joe did tell you?
Mary: No! my imagination did it! C’mon who else Elena
Me: Very funny but it won’t last forever
Mary: That’s what I told Joe
Me: And what did he say?
Mary: We wants me to go with they
Me: Your mother won’t ever let you
Mary: Argh I know but I’m planning something *evil laugh*
Me: Haha what’s your master plan?
Mary: Listen carefully ‘cause I’m not going to repeat it again…
Finally! lol after 2 months i think i'm finally updating. The inspiration got back to my life xD
]]> Buzznet bdenstrophywife 2008-03-15T12:44:00Z <![CDATA[Story of a past life]]> http://bdenstrophywife.buzznet.com/user/journal/1959041/
“Dear little sister Rosie:

Surprise!! I know you gonna think it is weird I’m writing you this letter and more weird that I send it for normal mail, we are so use to the internet that sometimes we forget there are some other ways to keep in touch, right?; but this is a very special date, it has been a year since you decided to go to Spain, if you could see how I’m feeling; I miss you so much, just like the first night I had to sleep without you…
In this occasion, besides greeting you and sending you lots of kisses, I write you to tell you something really weird that has been happening …and I remember you love to investigate extraordinary things so I’d like to know what you think, so this is the situation:

Everything started when Hollie and I were in our way to school after this weekend; like that time mom couldn’t take us to there, we had to take the bus. In the way, Hollie was looking at a very peculiar boy, he was really cute, but strange…because he was sitting on the floor! Only God knows why he did it, ’cause there were a lot of empty seats. His view was completely lost, that much, he didn’t even notice my friend’s reaction…

- I’m telling you I have seen him in some other place
- Well if you know him, why didn’t you introduce me to him before? You’re a bad friend…look that being friends with such a cute boy and don’t tell me…
- I’m not telling I know him, just that I have seen him before, don’t even start to freak out, I only know I saw him someday…

I don’t know who to explain it Rosie, but I know I have seen that guy before…only that, where? Hours later, when I was in my room of the Collage, I realized (even though I feel ashamed to tell you) I lost the bracelet you gave me…you know well how much I love it and, after trying to find it for hours , I went to my bed so exhausted. That night I had a crazy dream and he was in it, the scene was such, I was dress up with clothes of 100 years back , we were in a beautiful house, that after thinking for a while I realized it was my school, just in the times when it was a mansion. The boy told me the weirdest things you could ever think of, something about how much he loved me and the problem we were in…then, he got out of his pocket the bracelet you gave me and I he put it in my wrist, he said as representation of our mutual love…

Aww honey, I shiver when I start to remember, but when I woke up, the bracelet was there on one side of my bed…that’s totally impossible ’cause I searched for it in everywhere. It has been 15 days since that and I haven’t dreamt anything else but I’m still with the sensation of sadness I can’t get away. Can you help me to investigate what probabilities there is and why this did happen to me?

With Love, your sister that loves you a bunch.
Izzy”

Izzy didn’t have to wait for her sister’s reply, because the same night she found out what was going on. Some hours later, in the corridor of the Collage, she could hear the sound of a piano and laughs of guests that seemed to be very happy. Izzy woke up exalted, “no one could hear such scandal?!” Or maybe -she was wrong, of course-  the rest of the students have organized a party and anyone invited her.
She didn’t think it any longer, she dressed up the faster she could and run downstairs, getting mad at Hollie because Izzy thought she didn’t invite her. When she turned into the corner, something happened…her jeans weren’t jeans anymore, in it place appeared a beautiful white dress and her back was forced to be straight because of a corset. The atmosphere was completely different, everything was so change! There was a big party and everyone seemed to dancing like they were following a choreography but Izzy didn’t recognize any of those people even though she was known to them.
Suddenly, Izzy found a familiar face, the guy she had seen in the bus was getting close to her; when they were face to face he held her hand and took her to the principal door. Izzy couldn’t explain what was happening but when they were alone, she finally saw his eyes and in that moment everything was more clear…

- My little Elizabeth, you bring with you the bracelet I gave you, that does mean you are still loving me, don’t you?
( Elizabeth?!? Wow, almost no one knows my second name except for my sister and my parents)
Then she started to talk, it was weirdest sensation she had ever lived, she knew she wasn’t answering, although, it was her voice…it was like her mouth was moving by itself, like 2 people were in the same body…

- Yes my love, forgive me please, you well know they forced me….I love you more than anything in this world and I’m agree in runaway with you if you want it in such way…

When Izzy woke up that morning, for a moment she forgot the dream, even she felt kinda strange, she went down to take her breakfast and saw Hollie in the cafeteria with a messy hair and quickly she went right to her.

- Guess what? No, don’t guess, I better tell you, remember that guy, the mystic one, but very cute in the bus?  Well, since today he is studding with us!!
- How? (In that moment she remembered)
- And now he is in his room, wanna go to see him?

Izzy was walking by inertia absorbed in her thoughts. When they got into the room, the guy looked at them surprise, greeting them but he was paying all of his attention to Izzy. On his bed there as a little chest with the initials E and T, Izzy went right to it without caring what he would think, she took it in her hands and exanimate it  very carefully.

- Ahh, pretty, don’t you think? Than chest was of my grandparents, my family say I am like the younger version of my grandparent that’s why my name is Tom, the E is the initial of my grandmother, her name was Elizabeth. My father said they runaway the night she got marry with a guy she didn’t love; now that chest is my lucky charm. By the way, can I sit with you to have the breakfast?, I don’t know anyone yet and you seem to be very nice girls.
Hey!, but that’s a beautiful bracelet, a few days ago I dreamt with a very similar one, weird huh?, who gave it to you?

THE END
 
 ]]> Buzznet bdenstrophywife 2008-03-08T14:07:00Z <![CDATA[My top 5 guy list]]> http://bdenstrophywife.buzznet.com/user/journal/1921041/
1.- Coffin Joe


A.k.a. Joseph Patrick Spurgeon, he's the best!!! No more to say xD

2.- Ryan Ross



I like him way more in this pic bue he's still being so damn cute!

3.- Frankie Iero



What can i say about him? He's so sweet and crazy! You just gotta love him! :D

4.- Joshua Third



Or Joshua Von Grimm or Hayward, as you prefer lol Two members from The Horrors, that's nuts! xD but Josh is great!

5.- Paul Banks



I have a crush on him since i met them, he's amazing!

Now i tag to:

lero4ka, punkroux, xanitax12, xxterrorxx, iska

]]> Buzznet bdenstrophywife 2008-03-01T17:00:00Z <![CDATA[People you should add!]]> http://bdenstrophywife.buzznet.com/user/journal/1915541/
* lero4ka: ( Valery ) She is AMAZING! My online life would be so bored without her and the crazy notes she drops xD. Madness would be the perfect word to describe her hehe but she’s much more than that and she does understand me like no one, especially when I say stupid things which means all the time xD ILY!

* panicismylife: ( Elena ) My first true friend on here and the greatest girl you could ever find. She’s extremely random but that’s what I like about her. Awesome person to talk to.

* jajudot: ( Julya ) She is so nice and sweet and very interesting to talk to of course, like the rest of my buzznet friends.

* xanitax12 (Ana ) One of the nicest girl I could ever find on Buzznet and she’s from the same country I am! Lol but that’s just a plus xD.

* missanais ( Dangerous candy a.k.a. Anais ^_^)  Sweet Sweet Sweet! Like candy! Just look at the nick name I made up for her :D She’s also very caring.

* punkroux ( Amira ) One word: Great! She is great all the time!

* xbeautifulxchaosx ( Memorie ) She is SO funny! Lol and can say the craziest things I have ever heard xD

* evanecencemcr4life ( Ruxi ) She is nice, sweet, understanding, cool, funny….and I could go on but the space is small lol

And you should add some other people such as chocolatecherrychloe, stephy910, xxterrorxx, alithu, luvluvluvluv, omgparamore...
I'm sure i'm missing people =P
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